Calenraps - Gone lyrics

{verse 1} And i know your feelings is delicate So i’ll be eloquent You still yourself but it seem like you just a shell of it Never needed love, i just fell in it for the fellowship You said we held together i guess it was an embellishment I tell her sh*t like “i believe in you deep in my core And this heart inside of my body is equally yours” She just staring at me like she never seen me before I guess we turn into the people we cure ‘cause even when i know i’m supposed to leave I just sink my teeth in it more And try to nail my feet to the floor Like if i meet somebody else i’m just repeating all the things we endured You know you’ll always be the sheathe on my sword {chorus 1} I’ve never seen the allure You talking about it, i just need to record You say that sh*t make me immature But i just think you ignored Every sign telling you i’m leaving ‘til my key in the door You ain’t with me anymore, i’m gone {verse 2} And i’m inching closer to death from cigarettes i lit Still ain’t half the man that my step-pops is ‘cause there ain’t no way i could ever accept five kids And all of that pressure just to make sure that i kept my chick But i do know the best life lived is a life that shared As i look around, there ain’t nobody here But i noticed my joy was stolen when i chose to compare So i’m just holding in the smoke ‘til it clears And if you didn’t get the first verse Baby i’m hurt, hurt Used to want to work on it Now it ain’t worth, worth Looking for your love like letters in a word search And it’s tough cause i never did deserve her (yeah) And if you ever felt it, i seen it I always swore we were connected by telekinesis She telling me secrets Detailing her failures and weakness The same second she unveils ‘em to jesus I miss your hellish releases Asked the fellas and they tell me to leave it But they don’t understand the other side of hell is achievement I’m tryna reach it Been feeling halfway decent but i ain’t speaking {chorus 2} Nah cause i ain’t never seen the allure You talking about it, i just need to record You say that sh*t make me immature But i just think you ignored Every sign telling you i’m leaving ‘til my key in the door You ain’t with me anymore, i’m gone