It's been a long year, like a sleepless night Jacob wrestled the angel but I'm too tired to fight Every Wednesday for two years we've met I've showed you all my anger, doubts, and bitterness There was no judgment in your eyes Just the silent peace of God that felt so real in you Will you hold the light for me? Will you hold the light for me? And I stay up late, cause I cannot sleep I don't wanna face the quiet, it's just God and me Cause I'm waiting for the gavel handing me the sentence down Cause I don't believe forgiveness or even repentance now There was no judgment in your eyes Just the silent peace of God that felt so real in you Will you hold the light for me? Will you hold the light for me? I wanna feel redemption flowing through my veins I wanna see with clear eyes beyond lust and hate I want the war to be over and know the good guys won I want love to hold me and know I'm not alone Standing round a willow weeping We're praying in the backyard And the chill of the night, the friendship light reminded me Who we are