Caedmon's Call - Mistake of My Life lyrics

I'm in love I've never been so sure of anything But then again It could be a tumor in my brain Tricking me Into thinking that we were meant to be Either way I'm about to shock my family And my home town again But this time I'm leaving Once I'm gone, I cannot look back I've got to trust that this is right Cause maybe I'm on my way to find you Or maybe I'm gonna make The mistake of my life Since we met My life's been so up in the air I'm here today But by next week I could be there On the street Struggling to support my newest vice With a sign That says "I will work for love advice" Cause I will mow your lawn If you'll tell me what I'm doing wrong Once I'm gone, I cannot look back I've got to trust that this is right Cause maybe I'm on my way to find you Or maybe I'm gonna make The mistake of my life But I'll leave the car running And I'll leave half the boxes packed For the slim chance I'll go right back Once I'm gone, I cannot look back I've got to trust that this is right Cause maybe I'm on my way to find you Or maybe I'm gonna make the mistake Or maybe I'm gonna make the mistake Or maybe I'm gonna make the mistake Of my life