Cae Jones - Wanted lyrics

[Verse 1] All i ever wanted, was to be wanted, because I've been uncommon…since i could toddle And thats me being honest…I promise, my conscience has been waiting for me to leave these comments for the longest See people never care about a n***a till he's popping, and you ain't really poppin till ya wallets got some dollars I try to watch mine because a n***a still in college on top of that..im tryna have y'all see I'm balling Constant online shopping I swear that I got a problem its hard falling asleep but hey I got some new jeans And mama's always told me save my money, regardless, I drop these dollars like the leaves in autumn See, I spent a hundred dollars on this new Cav Empt tee, and another hundred dollars on these new ksubi jeans Designers in my luggage got me feeling rather fabulous, guess that that makes up for nobody to travel with Sad as sh**... oh well exhale man up they don't care 'bout how you feel So I bottle 'em and swallow it, obviously off the hinges Probably a product of the loneliness and phoniness of most people surrounding me Negativity clouding up my dorm that I feel so stuck in But hopefully all this effort isn't going to nothing Because more than anything I just wanna be something [Verse 2] 4 in the morn', speeding home, just to get in my bed Eyes low, on patrol, watching out for the feds I spent a little too much time inside of my own head but What else am I supposed to do when I'm alone... I'm not super social..like a dude's supposed to be I mean the ones I'm close to..see the another side of me But even then I'm cautious..of all the words i talk or speak If I said all the things I think I mean what would they think of me That's why I keep to myself, and to keep it real some times I barely believe in myself But failure's not an option, got too many people watching They're rooting for me I stress about it often Then I remember what all my homies told me Keep yo head up, don't get fed up Never let these women get inside yo head Let's get this cheddar all of us gon' win (x2)