Who can I blame? 'Cause all this time I've just been paranoid Nothing but shame Now I'm just a girl that you avoid I'm feeling like I'm kinda woozy And I might just pull the trigger I instigate but I'm the loser And I just end up bitter (Chorus:) I can't love you, I'm deranged I'm afraid of what I'll do, I feel strange I'm possessed by my obsessions, I admit I confess to my intentions I think I'm sick What can I say? Never claimed that I had self control If I could change I'd be the girl that you'd want for your own I'm feeling like I'm kinda woozy And I might just pull the trigger I instigate but I'm the loser And I just end up bitter