C1 - Not So Bad lyrics

[Intro] I'm not so bad, I'm not so bad, I'm not so bad Chubby boy, uh [Verse 1] I talk a lot of sh**, tell porky pies If you could crawl inside my mind, you'd be horrified But let me tell you what it's like It's mostly dark clouds, it ain't often light Demons in our minds, we sin Displeased in a god we don't believe in And I see things better when I'm drinking Now I'm sleeping in the day, awaking in the evening Am I really so wrong, or just young? A little immature but come on, it's just fun But am I really so bad, or just dumb? A little immature and I'm coming undone, like Da-da-da-da, da-da-da-da, da-da-da-da-da Da-da, da-da-da-da, da-da-da Uh, so now I'm wondering [Chorus] Am I really so wrong? Am I really so bad? I should have known all along That I'm not so bad [Verse 2] You don't know what I did just to get here Every year, thinking about next year Every day, hoping for a better one But most of the time they never come Watch the news and we feel like monsters So everybody's problem's on my guilty conscience And if I had a million dollars I'd throw it in the river, watch it sink to the bottom And if I had a mansion in the hills I would throw a big party full of cannabis and pills 'Cause I am not an example for your kids I live free and I rap the way I live, like Da-da-da-da, da-da-da-da, da-da-da-da-da Da-da, da-da-da-da, da-da-da Uh, so now I'm wondering [Chorus] Am I really so wrong? Am I really so bad? I should have known all along That I'm not so bad [Verse 3] Fake New Era caps, scuffed up Emericas Our parents blame us for f**ing up their marriages We blame them for never f**ing telling us How two people can make it if you care enough Family portraits, family court dates So we all get higher than divorce rates And all of us are born great 'Til they take away our freedom and we all break 'Til they take away our ambition I'd rather be a k**er than a damn victim Am I really so wrong, or is it you? Am I really so bad, or is it you? Like Da-da-da-da, da-da-da-da, da-da-da-da-da Da-da, da-da-da-da, da-da-da Uh, so now I'm wondering [Chorus] Am I really so wrong? Am I really so bad? I should have known all along That I'm not so bad [Bridge] I'm not so bad, I'm not so bad, I'm not so bad I'm not so bad, I'm not so bad I'm not so bad, I'm not so bad, I'm not so bad I'm not so bad, I'm not so bad [Outro] Uh, f** my enemies, hope you all choke and die f** all b**hes, everything you spoke was lies f** the people in high school who called me ugly I hope you get salmonella from your lunch meat And I hope you get diabetes And I hope you get hepatitis A, B, C Hope you get the whole hepatitis alphabet Alldeezy