C. "Tricky" Stewart - Big Fat Lie lyrics

"Big Fat Lie" I ain't never had my heart broken When I say that, I should start choking I could say I never lacked a father figure But I only seek out men to be my father figure I'm never alone, I'm so famous But still I'm prescribed pills to make it painless I'm so pretty, huh, got it so goodie, huh California days, they say it never rains But why does it seems my make-up's never dry And if my life's like a perfect sky Why I feel gray inside? And if I'm living such a wonderful high Why don't I feel alive But I'm a keep my tears to me But the truth between me and you Just know I'm living a big fat lie Lie, lie, lie, lie You know I love to lie Lie, lie, lie, lie I'm living a big fat lie Lie, lie, lie, lie You know I love to lie If you look past my features, just a little deeper I'm living a big fat lie Airbrush on my pictures Make my legs a little thinner Eyes just a little lighter Now make my a** just a little bigger Yeah, now autotune my tone Big smile, take a bow Go with it, read the prompter California days, they say it never rains But why does it seems my make-up's never dry And if my life's like a perfect sky Why I feel gray inside? And if I'm living such a wonderful high Why don't I feel alive But I'm a keep my tears to me But the truth between me and you Just know I'm living a big fat lie Lie, lie, lie, lie You know I love to lie Lie, lie, lie, lie I'm living a big fat lie Lie, lie, lie, lie You know I love to lie If you look past my features, just a little deeper I'm living a big fat lie Only a problem has all the answers That's the secret And I don't wanna fail you But I wish I could tell you It's our little secret (You know I love to lie) Lie, lie, lie, lie You know I love to lie (You know I love to lie) Lie, lie, lie, lie I'm living a big fat lie (You know I love to lie) Lie, lie, lie, lie You know I love to lie If you look past my features, just a little deeper I'm living a big fat lie