C-Sick - There's Always Forgiveness lyrics

[Intro] May I ask in what way your life is contributing to society As you sit here day after day after day In this dark room, stringing along on that stupid guitar? Have you ever thought about that? What are you doing for the world or for other people? Day after day, hour after hour, night after night [Verse] There's, always forgiveness And the times I get this Feeling in my blood telling me just to forget this Scanning through my body with the work of linguistics Powered and then heard through my lyrical ballistics Scared as a child, bad dreams haunted me But the again the good dreams always f**ing taunted me But everything will be okay in the end and I believed it Cause I always had it sworn to me I used to wonder to myself what's up above The image of God looking disgraced but full of love It made me feel graced, but maybe not enough Scared, but there's always forgiveness I cried and cried always at visions of d**h Not at the thought it's just that I couldn't accept The fact that one day, they're standing right beside you And then, poof they disappear in the next I was, scared as young teen hurting inside I was, overshadowed by a devilish vibe Give me a guide Give me a sign Give the power Give the love Give me the knowledge to produce a rhyme I walked the halls of my middle school happy as be Help, help, help, was my only thought in a three Only problem was no one really knew about me The thoughts were blocked from mouth by a pile of debris I learnt in that time that I had my own evil A weight hit my brain in the act of upheaval But as you now see I was never swallowed up Secretly, I was pulled up by close people Not happy with my mind but in reality I get Psychologically I'm possessed tempted to quit it My fears ain't gone, they're buried inside But I can translate the energy and do something with it My childhood and growing up its not over yet Gotta stay away from evils such as Molly and ket My minds always faded but I'll never forget It's okay to accept That there's always forgiveness [Hook] Ain't no such things as halfway crooks Scared to d**h, he's scared to look, he's shook It's okay to accept That's there's always forgiveness (x2)