C-Reezy - Captain lyrics

[Teacher] Alright cla**, you have 30 minutes to write about how you feel right now. You may begin" [C-Reezy] Sit and cla** and just think about my life What I'm gonna do when I get home tonight Do my homework or just take a nap Text my girl back or eat a lot of snacks I don't know my thought s are so clouded I have these f**ing issues, but I move around it Skinny jeans riped at the knees f** what the girls cause I do what I please Everyday trying out a new steez I'm like a starving rat cause I never have cheese Always so broke, f** it steal from the local store Hit my phone up and then text the local who*e Call her s*ut and never text back If my girl saw my messages she would get so f**ing mad But f** it gotta live my life, just gotta do me I'm always trying to do things for people who don't know me f** that sh**, I'm gonna start blasting out With my own f**ing feelings and I'm never coming down I'm gonna be a captain of my own spaceship Chill with the aliens and all the galaxy space chicks I'm done with the bull but I get all the sh** I feel like a toilet when people move their lips I wanna punch a lot of people in the chest or their jaw I hate a lot of things that would surprise them all I smile so I can be around a few friends When they leave start to feel so lonely again Man forget that go home turn my computer on Jack off till Dick hurts from watching all that f**ing pron Never gonna go to prom, don't see the appeal Dress nice and dance weird for a single night of the year Crash the party I'll come with a f**ing AK Blow the brains off the chicks who used to call me dumb and gay And then splash the blood of the bodies on the guys black suits Jump back in the car and head back for my room And then make a track about slicing b**hes up in half Never know the real Chris cause I hid that half Rolling through my hallways people look at me like I'm something new The f** you looking at bro I should just come and punch you Right in the throat you wanna f**ing joke Okay lets see you do that when I break all of your god damn bones I'm the only Chris in the game with a hundred thousand different names Remzify, c-reezy, remz its all the f**ing same I rap about my life and problems, never about sh** I don't know Rapper show do that f**ing irk me but I never let it show Maybe its all a f**ing joke, something that I don't condone With my own damn flows that I control Cause the words that I say are from my soul I could surprise a lot of people when I talk about my past Hey Chris is it true that you never knew your dad Yeah it true, I bet it s**s, well honestly I don't give a f** He never calls he doesn't write me hes a ghost Awh I'm sorry its okay, It s**s you two aren't close Well whatever I'm fine, I'm just living up my life Who needs a dad when you just find the time to make up all these rhymes To tell your story about your glory to f** the girls who are just who*e-y I keep a lot of demons at bay in my mind I would never release them with my fury I judge myself at the end of the day f** the court, the cop, and the whole jury I don't need a lot to make me happy, just wanna make my mom all f**ing proud To make up for the stupid a** fact that my lame a** dad was never around Who made a name for himself at the small a** age of seventeen I'm always writing so many ridiculous bars but people still don't understand I'm still trying to change the way that I am But its lonely in space f** it all, it's whatever Rapping about things in my life that won't get better