© ℗ DeRuse Music LLC - I'm Not Alone (feat. Kyl Means & Da' T.R.U.T.H.) lyrics

[Verse 1: Cole DeRuse] Yo What a time we live in Many men are in the gym tryin' to get big Many women are so driven wanna get fit, while some others wanna fight just to be right Many live just to get lit, constantly pushin' life to the limit But showing weakness of any kind is a big risk, anybody constantly sayin' they good don't seem right We've all got weaknesses, but we no longer no what keepin' secrets is If we let someone down into our deepest pits, they may drag em up online and try to plead the fifth I'm like man, how do I even react? All I did was open up and now I'm gettin' attacked I thought you cared for DeRuse, I was tripping for that. Wasn't prepared for that move, I got hit in the back But nobody can be strong forever. Look we've all got our flaws even Conor McGregor When I saw that bout, I never did have doubts, but seeing him tap out, my jaw was severed, Oh my Lord Everyone's struck with the sword, the difference is some get up and keep going While others end up in the morgue. So, won't you help me to endure To, open my wings up and soar. And, learn to fly on and ignore, uh All of these feelings I keep on concealing instead of revealing my thorns, but I'm Way to scared to let anybody know, that at times I'm strugglin' not to show Any weakness, I get speechless when I depend on myself but I know that I'm not alone [Hook: Kyl Means] I'm terrified, of letting anyone know I'm paralyzed, of all of these thoughts exposed My greatest fear, is if they hear, they'll turn and walk away But every time, I know that I'll be okay, I'm not alone [Verse 2: Da' T.R.U.T.H.] I'm strong boy, I don't need no body Like a head shot My flaws boy, they don't need to know about 'em, I'm dead locked Wanna know why I plead the fifth? I confided in you Told you not to talk, how she know about it? How he know about it? Man I let you in to my deepest thoughts, next thing I know my secrets out You wonder why I got trust issues, details I leave 'em out. I got walls up You can't see my soft spots, keep everybody at arm's length 'Cuz if I let em close and talk a lot, they gon' toss rocks like dang I'm cautious man, I feel paranoid Defensive, uncomfortable with these camera's on I'ma just change the subject, man I know I need a health check Talkin' to God just ain't enough, thank God I got real friends Step out of line, I get reeled in. Small talk get real thin Swallow my pride, let 'em in my biz, they gon' challenge me and keep the wheels spinnin' Tell 'em everything, everything that got weight on me Healin' comes when I confess my faults, and bear my soul they gon' pray for me, yeah [Bridge: Kyl Means] I'm not alone, you're here with me, and will always be forever/ I'm not alone, you're here with me, and will always be forever/ I'm not alone, you're here with me, and will always be forever/ I'm not alone, you're here with me, and will always be forever/ [Hook: Kyl Means] I'm terrified, of letting anyone know I'm paralyzed, of all of these thoughts exposed My greatest fear, is if they hear, they'll turn and walk away But every time, I know that I'll be okay, I'm not alone [Outro: Cole DeRuse] You know the journey of defining oneself often takes a life time Well, I had roughly 40 minutes My hope is that this album would encourage you And that against all odds, you'd push on to be who God created you to be People may abandon you for it, but don't lose heart Don't grow weary. God is with you, you're not alone