C-Mob - Shadow of d**h lyrics

[Hook x2] Livin in the valley of the shadow of d**h I gotta get up outta here my life is a mess I'm sick of the wickedness and I'm sick of the stress If anybody wanna test, put they body to rest Lord would you please deliver me from evil Raise me up on the wings of an eagle Fly me away to a place that's peaceful Before I murder all these people [Verse 1] Lord would you help me, with this life of mine? I'm on the grind cuz times is hard My mind ain't healthy, if a mothaf**a cross my path Then I'm leavin em scarred I'm tryna get wealthy, cuz I'm tired of never havin money Gotta get paid, in a major way I wear suits that are tailor made And pick up a briefcase fulla money from day to day And live large never fade away If anybody talk sh** then get slit with the razor blade I drink the blood like Gatorade You mothaf**as shoulda never made me display my rage I live life in a shade of gray, I got a good side And a bad side on lay-away Ready to get up any time, like when I'm in a bind But I am a little kind, with a sentimental mind In a pickle all the time, to commit a little crime Cuz I gotta make a dollar out a nickel and a dime And a little bit of time cuz sh** gets hectic Got get away, gotta hit this exit To a better place, in my last words But I go backwards just like Chris dyslexic Gotta get the hell away, 'fore I catch a felony Livin in the hell hole, nothin here to celebrate Up in the town, where they try to hold you down Right now, on the ground, gotta find a way to elevate Yes, gotta get away from the pain and stress I feel like I'm cursed, I'm tryna be blessed Will I find peace? Or will I reach d**h? Livin in the hell hole of the midwest I'm losin my patience with every breath And if I coulda then I woulda left [Hook x2] [Verse 2] I see that I'm stuck and I'm not goin nowhere Right now so I might as well do my dirt Wonderin will I walk out of my house And then witness a bullet go through my shirt Who I hurt, I really don't care Cuz I'll never let another man murder me Any mothaf**a wanna fight me, in the white tee I'mma turn it to burgundy Hurtin me, never will you be Cuz I'll beat that a** with the urgency Leavin you bleedin internally As you get took to the emergency Room when you meet yo doom Cuz I bet that you will die during surgery Ready for war like insurgents be I'll burn a b**h to the third degree Do what I gotta for currency I cannot be here for eternity It's easy to get in and hard to get out The opposite of how a virgin be I feel like the devil is cursin me By puttin me here just to worsen me If anyone's able to make it up out of here I hope that I am the first to be [Hook x2] [Verse 3] Leave or either walk through the valley of the shadow of d**h, take a deep breath, feel the pain deep in my chest Yes I am in a heap of a mess, plus stress makes me sleep in a vest Askin the lord to k** the ones who wanna k** me, and see the words creep in my flesh If anyone lives I'll be reapin the rest I'mma make my enemies weak and depressed Lord help me try to make my 'scape Deliver me from all the fakes and the hate If I close my eyes and I fall asleep, and I'm still here In the morning when I wake I will take The life of any one who wanna mess with me Even though they wanna see the d**h of me I'mma fulfill my destiny, never let this b**h get the best of me [Hook x2]