C. Grey - Your Birthday lyrics

I'm blowing air in those balloons You're blowing smoke in upstair rooms We all look like we've just come out of our tombs Girls with too much botox in their lips Everywhere people with red nostrils and handful of pills You should come down to see how dark the picture is There's this stripper working the pole Baby you're, baby you're missing it all So take the stairs, don't you fall Don't you fall So here you are With your gla**y eyes And your Hollywood smile Oh your Hollywood smile Proud of this rockstar lifestyle Making thin lines with your Visa black card And I love you so bad Yeah I love you so bad Oh I love you so bad Oh I love you so bad Oh I love you so bad So come on, sit on the couch with the crew Take a cup, we on a few Sipping it purple and this ain't new We just tryna forget everything we've been through Now watch the painful landscape Look for an escape There ain't no escape No, this is not an escape Blow out the candles, baby Let's blow the money, baby Today is yours It's yours Lipstick on the gla**es Lipstick on the faces Lipstick on the bodies More lipstick on the gla**es More lipstick on the faces More lipstick on the bodies Hide yo eyes behind Louis sungla**es More liptstick on the gla**es The gla**es The gla**es The gla**es The gla**es The pain disappears They think you only got one side And it's the bad side Well I know the other side Baby, you're my baddest vice But when I'm with you it's alright It's alright We could die together every night You're my everything Brighter than my diamond ring The only one who could take out the sting Or push it in You're gonna push it in I don't know, how we could make it last longer When I realize this love got us right here Baby we're shattered beyond repair But I do want to Unravel in the dark with you And one day leave this darkness with you But I just can't deny No I can't deny that Like you, you, I don't know how How to love without pain And like you, you I know we won't find the light Cuz like you I don't know how to love You can drop your gla** on the floor You can lose control You can lose control But never open those heavy doors Or you're gonna die if you lose control If you lose control If you lose control One day we'll be apart You already know that We know this daily prospect of disaster So we shouldn't go faster Your ashtray reflects the future You better use your needles for a suture Our love may be a figment of imagination The hands on the Rollie I've just bought you ain't in motion But I got one more present for you Take the Mercedes key, I'ma show you Happy birthday on the back seat We could record it So when I'm gone you can watch it And remember how our scars and tears fit This tape will forever be your favorite I don't know, how we could make it last longer When I realize this love got us right here Baby we're shattered beyond repair But I do want to Unravel in the dark with you And one day leave this darkness with you But I just can't deny No I can't deny that Like you, you, I don't know how How to love without pain And like you, you I know we won't find the light Cause like you I don't know how to love