Burning Heads - A Whole Life lyrics

I'm sure the sun won't shine for me today And i'm going the wrong way My life on earth is hell today And i'm running the wrong way A whole life to make a brick A second to break a wall Wasn't sure i could stand tall So i decide to fall I dont want to hear a sound I just sit down as you move around I am my own victim And i choose not to fight I dont want to hear a sound I just sit down as you move around I'm my murderer I stab myself in the back I've learned from the past And i want to forget so fast In the race for life i'll be the last