Bugzy Malone - If Only lyrics

Listen I must apologize first to the label that I Had an altercation with I didn't mean to be the Pre-conceived diva stereotypical rapper I just think they was forgetting you was dealing with that Bugzy the don dapper number one rapper The back in the day scrapper, never lost nada And I've never been a back stabber Cos I'm not unlike you So I've never wore a crap swagger And I know the label wasn't major But the money the offer that I made a month later I paid the bills off so now I'm coming off the radar f** a music career I couldn't care if you're a millionaire So you can pay for your friends keep the tables and the champers And keep looking down your nose at them gang bangers Take the piss out of everyone else but every CD you make is gonna sit on the shelf Anyway swiftly moving on mentioning no names I saved the n***a that was on his Kurt Cobain I topped his money up he gave me the spare room I gave him hope I told him we'll be there soon His mummy let me stay when he get locked away I've never met such a kind woman til' this day and then come the day he got outta the jail house He gave me a room I gave him a whole house but still they don't appreciate ya You could be the very best they'll still abbreviate ya They resent ya when you're a [?] it's the way that it works Well let me show them the way that it hurts when I succeed You can try and copy my flex but you're not me Keep a snake as your right hand man you'll never live to count 5 gram that's a fact Tell 'em Bugzy said that watch dis lot I'm an enthusiastic happy and optimistic individualistic in my characteristics And I'm so futuristic I make a six month plan and in three weeks it's already realistic You're materialistic you're gettin' it twisted I like the finer things but I would rather be majestic Look it up if you don't understand it This is a freestyle even though the camera's candid And it's that Bugzy Malone the wickedist ting since Sylvester Stallone made Rocky And some say I'm cold others say I'm co*ky I can't stand girls that get about co*k blocking I hate guys that are like Batman's Robin I'd rather do a backwards flip in to a coffin than be the guy that done well when he was younger then got to 35 and ended up with nothin' I'm on a roll they say that I'm too cold the way that I spit lyrics The way that I switch flows f** knows If I am ever gonna make dough out of this town that feels like a bottomless hole it's a cold world and I'm not on about J Cole I'm just tryna sell songs like Kanye's soul I had 8 guys 8 bikes and 8 phones and every single one of them was on a pay roll It's the way that I work I'm an entrepreneurial motherf**er I could probably sell the water to cordial This is my voice I didn't f** with the audio this is my life I just hope you enjoy the show I spit that real sh** the gyaldem are feeling it mandem big it up my family believe in it I don't give a f** if any DJ's are playing it As long as they know my name and everybody's sayin' it I'll go down in history some say it's a mystery Why I didn't sign I was just tryna keep my dignity I pity the fool but I don't walk around like Mr T If only you knew why I do what I do You really wouldn't think it's cool Some of the things that I been through If only you knew why I do what I do You really wouldn't think it's cool Some of the things that I been through Through