Buckcherry - It's A f**ing Disaster lyrics

All my fears And all my problems Just get in the way If I tell you all my secrets There will be a price to pay And I'll feel so contagious With scars left on my face No one to embrace Gone without a trace What do I take when nothing matters Maybe I just k** them all Make a mistake and my shell is shattered Spraying your blood on the wall Is this what I'm after It's a f**ing disaster It's another time bomb ticking away Is this what I'm after It's a f**ing disaster It's another distraction that gets in the way This is the time when I hang it out there Risking it all for the cause I better believe in what I'm after I better get ready for war Is this what I'm after It's a f**ing disaster It's another time bomb ticking away Is this what I'm after It's a f**ing disaster It's another distraction that gets in the way I have tried to free my mind And wash away my sins I opened up the doors inside To try and let you in And I feel so unstable Ashamed of where I've been Floating in the wind Lost another friend What do you say when talk is shattered Now you are up in my face I shouldn't talk when my thoughts are scattered Maybe this gun is too late Is this what I'm after It's a f**ing disaster It's another time bomb ticking away Is this what I'm after It's a f**ing disaster It's another distraction that gets in the way A shadow in the rain tonight The fog is in my head I wish that I could close my eyes And be ok again And I feel so insane now I wish that it would end Where do I begin I'm crawling out of my skin