Brotha Lynch Hung - I Tried to Commit Suicide lyrics

I tried to commit suicide I had a gun in my mouth, and a tear in my eye Where's my mothafuccin' daughter at Thinkin' about the next place I can slaughter at I know she wonder's where her father's at (X2) I Tried to Commit...... (Verse 1) Suicide I had alot on my mind I couldn't figure nothin' out And my momma just died it's just like Damn everything was blowin' up in my mind I couldn't determine what was wrong or right I'm goin Madesicc(foe life) I ain't the type to b**h, whine or moan But now I'm in a werid place and I'm really missin' home Naw metaphorically I'm really missin' home I couldn't explain how much I'm really missin' home(I ain't gone) I'm on some sh** that'o get you locced up Put in the trunk n***a let's life sh**s fucced up I remember when I use to sit at home all alone in my room thinkin' I'm hungry for food my momma screamin' in the front room Drivin' me crazy I feel like jumpin' out the window I'm itchin' like scabies cuz my minds tryin' to play me And nobody cares, I might as well take this nine mili and die right here (Hook) I tried to commit suicide I had a gun in my mouth, and a tear in my eye Where's my mothafuccin' daughter at Thinkin' about the next place I can slaughter at I know she wonder's where her father's at (X2) I tried to commit.... (Verse 2) Life keep a gun I'm always on the watch-out n***az think i'm dumb 'Til I pull that glocc out Leave a n***a numb Somebody bring the cops out Cuz his work day is done Yeah, he had to clocc out Yeah, I could be the blocc out n***az really don't want that Send'em on the plane wit that thang in his dark blacc Plastic and as if I asked it, it came out Couldn't trust a n***a so I mantain the same route Why should I trust a n***a they think wit they penis Then they wonder why theres fiction between us I'm tryin' to get to Venus succ and ducc you mothafuccas I could just of leave it and treat it like another supper I could just eat it take it how it comes When it's all said and done we ain't got to wait for reruns I can't even see cuz in the rear view mirror Hey, let me just get to this nine (hook) I tried to commit suicide I had a gun in my mouth, and a tear in my eye Where's my mothafuccin' daughter at Thinkin' about the next place I can slaughter at I know she wonder's where her father's at (X2) I tried to commit.... (Verse 3) Hey my life been so fucc'd up It's all on a b**h Ever since i was 13 I wanted to be rich Tried sellin' dope (Naw that didn't work out) I was juccin' in the creek I couldn't get my work-out Too many n***az was juccin' that brought the cops out Yeah I went bacc to the Gardens and mom kept me locc'd out Livin' in the regal think' sumthin' illegal We know how it is when you workin' wit them eagles Dope money pay for my EP Tower Records put it out on ca-sign And I had a sample of Knee Deep Those days were good days these days are no good n***az think I got a million probalby cuz I probably should Sittin in this thigh-a** studio 'bout to change it Reverse and rearrange it now I'm wit Strange b**h This better work-out I'm tired of the same sh** So I put it in my mouth yeah, I'm goin' out (Hook) I tried to commit suicide I had a gun in my mouth, and a tear in my eye Where's my mothafuccin' daughter at Thinkin' about the next place I can slaughter at I know she wonder's where her father's at (X2) I tried to commit....