Brokencyde - I Think I'm Going Insane lyrics

f**... Ahh... Oh, I'm not addicted to d**, I'm addicted to being hurt It may seem berserk, But none of these stress relievers work. Poppin' pill after pill, Trying to get my head straight Trying to over power the pain until the next day. But it ain't happening I'm an addict that's half asleep, While the other half of me is trapped in a series of bad dreams. My current position was trippin' on trees of acid casts, until my eyes collapsed and suicide was an aftermath. I'm falling down erasing memories you gave to me, I'm still alive and nothing you can say can make me breathe. So please take away the pain that hurts me, I don't wanna be alone and thirsty. So many d** to push the pain I have entrapped in me, 'cause I don't wanna live my life inside this fantasy. So please take away the pain that fills me, I don't wanna be the one that k**s me. I can't take this pain 'cause I'm DIEING, I can't close my eyes 'cause I'm CRYING. 'Cause these pills have taken' over my brain, side effects causes pain, I think I'm going insane (INSANE) I can't take this pain 'cause I'm DIEING, I can't close my eyes 'cause I'm CRYING. 'Cause these pills have taken' over my brain, side effects causes pain, I think I'm going insane (INSANE) I guess I'm insane indeed, 'cause no matter what the f** I do you never seem happy. Adapting to stronger d**, Larger quantities, k**ing myself constantly, my eyes start to bleed. The feeling of being alive just isn't enough, serenches I stuff with h**ne, I'm feeling the rush inside of my veins, and my brain's fried from filling too much with d**, I'm willing to crush my chances of being in love. I'm falling down erasing memories you gave to me, I'm still alive and nothing you can say can make me breathe. So please take away the pain that hurts me, I don't wanna be alone and thirsty. So many d** to push the pain I have entrapped in me, 'cause I don't wanna live my life inside this fantasy. So please take away the pain that fills me, I don't wanna be the one that k**s me. I can't take this pain 'cause I'm DIEING, I can't close my eyes 'cause I'm CRYING. 'Cause these pills have taken' over my brain, side effects causes pain, I think I'm going insane (INSANE) I can't take this pain 'cause I'm DIEING, I can't close my eyes 'cause I'm CRYING. 'Cause these pills have taken' over my brain, side effects causes pain, I think I'm going insane (INSANE) Maybe because you made me that way, Turn me into a monster I would have never became. Creating thoughts of dying eventually severed my brain, irritated my vains, intoxicated my system. It went on for days, I had cravings of wisdom. I wanted your f**in' opinion so I'm making you listen, listen to all of the pain I've been feeling recently, k**ed myself and only now do you realize that you miss me. I'm falling down erasing memories you gave to me, I'm still alive and nothing you can say can make me breathe. So please take away the pain that hurts me, I don't wanna be alone and thirsty. So many d** to push the pain I have entrapped in me, 'cause I don't wanna live my life inside this fantasy. So please take away the pain that fills me, I don't wanna be the one that k**s me. I can't take this pain 'cause I'm DIEING, I can't close my eyes 'cause I'm CRYING. 'Cause these pills have taken' over my brain, side effects causes pain, I think I'm going insane (INSANE) I can't take this pain 'cause I'm DIEING, I can't close my eyes 'cause I'm CRYING. 'Cause these pills have taken' over my brain, side effects causes pain, I think I'm going insane (INSANE)