Brokencyde - I Don't Know lyrics

Can't breathe no more... What's this life for? I don't know... If I should stay or go Mentally demented in this brain that he gots The pain wouldn't stop, was tortured by the rain when it drop Put a gauge for the thoughts, blast it, it's gone in a flash Hoping to smash his feelings and the hope that he had The dopest in rap, but couldn't never focus on that Was too distracted by the smoke that was chokin' his past When his heart was broken, yeah, shattered like gla** Hiding his face with dark shade gla**es and hats But no one deserves the f**ing way he was raised Prayed every day, his tears never faded away Filled with hate and dismay, never couldn't handle the pain So much stress, trapped in this animal's brain Damaging himself, only hell remains Til the end, motherf**er, I had felt the pain Fighting demons in my brain, turn myself insane Writing stories about my life, I won't shout my name Can't breathe no more... What's this life for? I don't know... If I should stay or go I'm an emotional wreck, with evil feelings of pain The acid rain drips on my soul, leaving stains on my brain Hopefully to maintain my captions, sustaining the real me Feelings kicking in after, thoughts k**ing my conscience rapidly Accidentally puncture my lungs From the start, I'm doing my part, keeping my heart together Grip glue, from the start In this dark, I can't breathe no more, wondering what this life's for Living six feet under with this corpse Back's torn from the former ashes, backlashes, Trying to backtrack to what happened From the early days, it's a maze I can't feel through this haze It's amazing what the human body has to give I have to live, half the battle is trying to win My devotion is trying to get rid of everything that wouldn't last My past sticks with me through this ma** attack The tracks leaving my soul hoping in fact Can't breathe no more... What's this life for? I don't know... If I should stay or go You try to complete me Delete me from your memories But you need me, how the f** can I be your worst enemy? Possessed enough energy, after to build some sense in this I had a style before the feelings k**ed my sentences I still remember sh** like it was yesterday I digested pain, waited for about five days to see if it ever changed I had my better days, figuring what I needed most Writing until I developed arthritis and my fingers broke Needing this hope, living I know, smear the blood in my raps Continue writing this song until I f**ing collapse I felt nothing, it was all nothing, nothing seemed to work straight I was a failure that came outta my mother on my birthday (Doctor, doctor, look, we have another retard) Equip me with a bicycle helmet and a pair of knee guards It seemed hard, but I adjusted to being f**ed with Threw my feelings away and stab myself in the stomach I loved it. Can't breathe no more... What's this life for? I don't know... If I should stay or go