My wings won't open up Far enough to make the jump Why am I always just too late or just too soon? Why am I never good enough For the ones who judge that stuff? I silence all my fear and doubt Just long enough to call you out I'm not falling I'm not drowning You're just trying to take control You're trying to take control of this So I tried to shut you out But your voice just carries loud When it seems everyone else gets what I want And now I'm stronger facing fears And fighting demons all these years I found something to live for So I pack my sh** to let you go I'm not falling I'm not drowning You're just trying to take control You're trying to take control of this I'm not changing I'm just staying who I am You're trying to take control You're trying to take control of this And time is running out But I am running faster The night won't take its toll Until the morning after