Brockhampton - TRACK 8 lyrics

[Intro: Joba] I chainsmoke ’til I choke Have a good heart but bad health You would never know Where can you turn at the end of a road Let myself go, I know I’m at fault ‘Cause I’m not who I thought at all Smokescreens in the dark I just drink and drive The freeway eases my mind and I can cry on my own Going 95, no one on the pa**enger’s side But the person in the rear view’s telling lies [Verse: Joba] You could end it all if you’d like to And you can drink a fifth and, uh Drive to, um, wherever you’d like to Cause, well, nobody likes you And nobody feels like you do Plus, nobody understands the way that the Broken heart that you feel, so f** it You might as well just get real high and stupid Rent a motel room and drink away your issues It could be so simple, nobody wants to help you They laugh and smile because you’re different, you know It’s all your fault but you stay well-tempered You’ve always had your wits about you You hide away, so mental I’m glad you’re still reclusive You have a wound that’s self-inflicted And in times like this it’s too late to fix it The weight of the world couldn’t change you But if you died, no one would miss you So here’s to another night alone with all your fears And all your demons, your deepest darkest secrets The sh** that keeps you from sleeping It’s better when you don’t think about it But you don’t have the power, cause I’m your master Speed up and surrender, this time it’s different So indecisive, no wonder why she left you One of the many reasons why you’d like to Put a bullet in your head or veer left on the highway You’re walking a tightrope at your lowest Now you’re hopeful, but that’ll change when the night falls You’re a waste of a lifeform You should do what you couldn’t do this time last year You can hope and pray all you want but nobody cares d**h waits for the time comes, and the time’s come Shut me up if you’d like to But you’re a coward and you know it’s true I’ll be here if you need me, it’s up to you [Bridge: Kevin Abstract] That’s okay and I don’t mind I think you’re kind of perfect You blend in with the guys And that’s okay and I don’t mind I think you’re kind of perfect You blend in with the guys [Outro: Kevin Abstract] Sometimes I feel like I gotta tip toe around Sometimes I feel like I gotta tip toe around Sometimes I feel like I gotta tip toe around Sometimes I feel like I gotta tip toe around I might never, I might never Sometimes I feel like I gotta tip toe around Sometimes I feel like I gotta tip toe around Sometimes I feel like I gotta tip toe around Sometimes I feel like I gotta tip toe around I might never, I might never Sometimes I