Brock Conry - Pulse lyrics

Everyday I wake up With weight on my shoulders With pressure on my chest I get up, I give up I have no purpose No reason to be alive The constant search for meaning is clouded by my eyes Every second, every minute , everyday It's exactly the same I tell myself I'm okay I know I worry , yeah I know I worry but I am not okay Unhappiness and loneliness Only fuel the cause An empty shell, a mannequin Of the person I once was I'm leading myself blind From nothing to nowhere With only the sound of my heartbeat Letting me know I'm alive My reflection is a stranger Imperfection's in my nature Why do I put this pressure on myself? Every second, every minute , everyday It's exactly the same I tell myself I'm okay I know I worry , yeah I know I worry but I am not okay Unhappiness and loneliness Only fuel the cause An empty shell, a mannequin Of the person I once was I am not who you see I am not who I'm supposed to be I am not who you see I am not who I'm supposed to be No one knows me but myself And I hate what “myself" is No one knows me but myself And I guess that's the way it'll stay No smiling , just fade in the background I just want to be okay I am not okay