[Verse 1] I can't keep looking for the answer I can't keep hating on everything I know this is a pointless conversation I think I'm losing my mind Who could I run to? Who can I speak to? How could I let you know? That's why [Refrain] I don't, I don't believe you I'm never coming home I wish I could believe like belief was is in my bones I could do it my own way not ever coming home But I don't think I believe you Believe in staying gold x3 Believe in staying gold, gold, gold [Verse 2] I know that you don't got the answer Still I open my eyes Despite my moral degradation In the shadow of a moment in time Who can I run to? Who can I speak to? How could I let you know, that I need you now? I got nothing now x3 That's why [Refrain] I don't, I don't believe you I'm never coming home I wish I could believe like belief was is in my bones I could do it my own way not ever coming home But I don't think I believe you Believe in staying gold x3 Believe in staying gold, gold, gold [Verse 3] He never bothered to If God won't take you We'll find a better place to call (home) [Refrain] I don't, I don't believe you I'm never coming home I wish I could believe like belief was is in my bones I could do it my own way not ever coming home But I don't think I believe you Believe in staying [Outro] If God made love He also made pain And then He disappeared and never bothered to explain If I'm goin' die And you're goin' die At least I know the reason