I was six feet under and upside down Had a feeling you were taking the ride around But I loved you Did you love me too I was holding on when you let me fall What a big mistake for a heart so small So I tossed you and you lost me too And no I dont need your permission And no I dont need your advice I wont be under the covers tonight And u build me up, you build me high Then you bring me down and down and down Till im in pain you throw around You build me up you build so high Then you bring down and down and underneath the ground Story of my life I was torn apart and I could not speak Never saw you as a fighter never felt so weak But I missed you, did you miss me too And then I took a look at the clothes I wear What a mess I confess you make me so damn scared Shame on you, shame on me too And no I dont need your emission and no I dont need no device I wont be under your cover tonight You build me up you build me high Then you bring me down and down and down Till im in pain you throw around You build me up you build so high Then you bring me down and down and underneath the ground Story of my life I loved you this once and Ill love you again I can yell I can scream but Ill only pretend Ur the soul in my heart The heart in my soul The wish in my well Your well in my control I read u across I can read u around Build you so high I can take you so down You loved me this once and youll love me youll love me again