Well I've been almost 19 for almost a year now And you've been almost always everything I need I close my eyes to hide my face But you should know that my heart breaks Almost always, every time you leave [Chorus] But when I wrap myself around you And breathe your name in eager time Even you believe you love me And even I believe you're only mine And when you bury your head Where my shoulder meets my neck I'll trade a moment of your attention For a lifetime of regret I live to see your expression move to pleasure But my love, you will not measure up to everything I seem to almost, always need And I close my eyes to hide your face And you should know that my heart breaks Almost always, every time you leave [Chorus] But I could've been stronger, I could've been kinder I didn't have to jade the life of this girl I could've been stronger, I could've been wiser I could've been a light to her in this world