And in the first year of my former life I was seventeen and a wildfire burning If I stretched out my hands I was convinced I could conjure angels And yeah I was pretty sure she was bulletproof At least I never saw anybody ever get to you You used to wonder all the time if you made it To the point of a ritual To the point of a ritual And I used to die every night All in your honor In your honor, oh in your honor While you were gone While you were gone And in the last hours before the sunrise I'm not sure if I pa**ed out or closed my eyes I woke into a dream where I know I knew Somebody had just got their claws in you And your breath heaves in silent anythings Like a sub-conscious ritual And I used to die every night All in your honor In your honor, oh in your honor While you were gone While you were gone And if you're gonna break my heart, it might as well be tonight And if you're gonna break my heart, it might as well be tonight I used to die every sweet, sweet night All in your honor And I used to die every night All in your honor In your honor, oh in your honor While you were gone While you were gone All in the throes of rebellion In the throes of rebellion In the throes of rebellion