Autumn blew its leaves at me Threatening winter as I walked Summer always goes so quick Barely stopping like my thoughts Which dip and spin and change so fast I have to wonder, Will I last? Through the windows of the train I caught reflections of a paper cup Hanging small on a pale blue sky Never knowing which way's up Above the clouds What's to be found I have to wonder Will I be around? As my anger shouts At my own self doubt So a sadness creeps Into my dreams When you're scared of living But afraid to die I get scared of giving And I must find the faith to beat it It must be me that's rushing by Time just lingers on the wind Bristlin' through my open fears I wonder what it's going to bring Above the clouds What's to be found I have to wonder Will I be around? Run and hide, run and hide I'll catch the sail at evening tide