Breaking Laces - Laser Beams lyrics

The pain rains out of me I hurt my head on laser beams The pain rains out of me And I'm so scared I can't believe you'd be a slave rowing in my galley You'd be a star cast above my sea So many waves you help me get on top of So many times, too many things You'd be a safe and human place to wallow You'd be a well cut beneath my fields So many ways you help me get on top of So many times you went and took the wheel I am trying to get up to the bridge To take control of the hub If it comes and it goes I am sorry if I ever gave up on us I can't, and I don't believe you could love me