Bravestarr - Dream Breathing lyrics

[Verse: Cole Young] Decent man with somecommon flaws He told me looking back he wished he would'vefathered more We never really had a relationshipall in all sh**, I ain't tripping, though I learned that somethinggone is gone I grew up where thepapas walk Themamas off, trying to keep orcop a job As kids we alldesigned a wall k** the pain, f** aTylenol We found ithard to talk Emotions alwaysbottled off But when thembottles gottopoppin' off We startedpoppin' off! Like "Who the f** gon' tell mewhat to do?" Middle fingers in the air, yelling"f** you, too!" Off the cliff, we don't know no "Huxtables" Reckless and dysfunctional, careless and corruptible Restless and uncomfortable, don't want nobeefbutcut the bull And my n***as all on thatsame ship Going thru all thatsame sh**, but we don'tsay sh** Just let thepain sit in a gang of glacialgazes Age hitsand yourbrainshifts and thedays shiftlike theday shift They don'tchange sh**, justrearrange it We used tolaugh a lot, but now we'remad a lot That's why I used to pen poems, but now Irap a lot That's why Ray used to be sober, but now he'ssmashed a lot Because our structure's been ruptured and this is theaftershock I know my actions shock, my mama raised me better But my environment's stronger, I guess it raised me better But made me worse I bet it's scary to watch your baby's errors A ton of mothers goin' through, can't imagine these ladies' terror And their daughters' aredown to f** If that means s*uttin' for nothin' thinkin' theyfindin' love But once thediamond's crushed theirtime is up They'reoutta luck The first time is the worst time Cause that's what they'rereminded of When looking at theguy above By theguy above Don't get confused, not in thesky above I'm talkin'right above The new guy that she tries tomine for love Well, that's a game of "Miner's Luck" But take it to the slot andtry your luck Cause these n***as f**in' cum adime a nut And it's a fair bet that these n***as couldn't care less I f**in' told you, they're careless The closest that they ever get to showing heart is a bare chest Often scribbled with ink, that's purposed to mask the cavity For now fill it with la, that's purposed to battle gravity After you f**in' lose, you can snap back to reality Lapse back to insanity, that's back to humanity Lab rats for duality's fast track to neutrality Intelligent ignorance: man's average mentality So I don't trust nobody, they're two-faced Some n***as went and got a new face So I'm out here posted with a screw face f** it then, I'm tuckin' in' my shoelace Ain't trippin'. Trying to move to a new place But see my old ways in my new days Brought my baggage up, but no suitcase But I'll be fine, I don't need no one to help me Ain't nothin' no one could tell me I don't think no one could feel me Cause I don't think that no one knows the real me What makes me stronger f**in' k**s me I guess that's why we- [Hook: Teddy Woolman] Inhale green, exhale dreams Nothin' better than chillin' with my team Zip in my pocket, branch in my hand Snapback's always chillin' on my f**in' head Stay cooled out n***a, f** swag All I do is grind Got the team on my back