There's a bitter old man inside of my heart Whispering to my blackening soul Violence is praised Betrayal fuels it like a stale hunk of coal It's getting harder trying to see the positive side It's getting harder trying to keep a rational mind You've tried to see it my way Just to say you've wrestled with the truth But now you're cursing your ambitious ways standing in my shoes Because it owns you Don't it own you? You know it owns me Don't it own me too? There's a demon I fear on my shoulder I hear Mastering it's horrific plans The hard on for destruction and chaos drives me like it's renting a van It's getting harder battling for total control It's getting harder trying to keep this pig on the road