Braithwaite - Please don't find my Soundcloud, not yet anyway. lyrics

I cried like a b**h while writing this record. I questioned its release because what if you decided to check it out, and yes I know at first you'll be pissed. But at least you might realize how much you were missed I didn't mean to write all these thoughts down I wrote most of these songs with a homemade guitar pick. I wrote most of these songs while I was feeling sick over you, over thoughts that never became reality. The problem with what I've been singing is I still don't know if you ever felt the same I didn't mean to write all these thoughts down I lent you my favorite book and you didn't bother reading a single page. And you never give it back. We made plans to travel across the country together, but the airline tickets weren't ever looked up. And neither of us packed. Ever since the moment in the first song, all I've been looking forward to from you is a response. And yeah it might seem sh**ty that I wrote just about an entire record to try to stop having f**ed up thoughts But if you decide to listen write me a letter, so I'll have your address if I ever decide to apologize. 3472 HWY 39. I honestly think you can figure out the rest If you decide to listen write me a letter, so I'll have your address if you ever decide to apologize. 851 East Lemon Street, 5011 Willow Hall Figure out the rest. It's in Tempe. Please respond I'm afraid to ask you for my book back because it very well could be the last conversation we ever have