Brainstorm - Behind lyrics

If only I could trace that light To ignore the blind But you don't know so go ahead and find your sight I'm out of my mind and now it's time, to count the bodies dead last thing you know a place to go you better check your head You can never justify, no more reasons to excuse, And you never can deny (all the tricks you try) I can't understand, what's between you and me and I feel no shame what I used to be so I try to hide and deny my thoughts What I keep inside, I'll never look behind Hold your head up, bite your tongue So you dig your own grave Speak your mind or sell your soul stand before you fall I've walked upon the water without even getting wet and there's really not a thing that I regret everything I used to be has spiraled into insanity every night I sweat and bleed