Brainstorm - Recall The Real lyrics

In the silence of the night, I'm losing faith for selfish pride Where all my dreams and hopes have gone Moving out of sight for everyone. I'm falling deeper and I can't believe In everything that's meant to deceive I'm casting off memories that darken my mind But there will be nothing more to find I'm feeling like I'm all alone I dread to think I'm on my own The pain I chose, the sacrifice The love we had now trapped under ice I can't believe this moment in my life I can't recall the real behind the lie I refused to feel the wounds in my heart When it all fades away I'm falling apart! After you believed me you see the real behind the lie After you decieved me, I can see the evil in your eyes Now as I feel down and low I'm victim of your damaged, so leave me alone There goes my reason with no sense of doubt Take all the grief, let the poison out Despite what you think, despite what you say It makes my heart bleed, don't throw it away I became what you mostly hate But I'm fighting my way through before it's too late A lovely embrace we once shared Replaced by a cold and hateful stare I took it for granted but you brought me down Can't you see what you've done, take a look around I can't believe this moment in my life I can't recall the real behind the law I refuse to feel the wounds in my heart And all the fades away I'm falling, falling apart!