Braidz MC - Father Figurine lyrics

[Chorus: Sampling "Bea Miller - Young Blood"] But in dark times when we close our eyes it's a nightmare It's a nightmare.. When the sun don't shine we lose our minds it's a nightmare It's a nightmare... [Verse: Braidz] I was nearly two in my first memory I have of you I'd a**ume you'd had some booze and I was in the lounge-room you And mum were arguing I was watching Superman all casual Turned around you had her hair and up the stairs you dragged her through Don't remember what happened after that... Tay was born, suddenly you were gone, my memory fades - I'm nine or ten Mum remarried, we were meant to see you on the weekend Told her you'd need cash though or else we wouldn't see him When I moved in it was over though, the damage was done You'd leave us home alone - And always ran off for d** My grandfather was a damn father more than my damned father was Overdosed, you never taught us what the number for the ambulance was And that happened two times You used to be so successful, 'til you found you a new line All the dangers you introduced to us, Strangers who introduced to us A brainless lame and draining version of what once was good 'til you'd do the stuff [Chorus: Sampling "Bea Miller - Young Blood"] But in dark times when we close our eyes it's a nightmare It's a nightmare.. When the sun don't shine we lose our minds it's a nightmare It's a nightmare... [Verse: Braidz] You used to be so cool, then I saw through the illusion And abusive booze-head, wish I could take my blood and bruise it Every last little bits of faith I had in you was stupid Hepatitis gonna catch you soon and you've just had a new kid At least this one won't have to carry the heat But if you ain't gone by the time he's grown you'll need a Great Barrier, Reef 'Cause daddy's a dredging oil splash who's bound to be burned Even his own blood wants to see him six feet down into Earth Every year mum would get me the new Pokemon, what's the sh** he did? Get a new broken home where dope was grown, what a sick Christmas! I'm sick vicious 'cause the dimwitted sh** he did Got to a point I grabbed a f**ing 2x4 and took a f**in' swing with it The only reason I hope you don't puff on the meth more? Is I wanna be the one who beats the d** to your d**h cause So when you hear this drop dead, because your heart is really weak You were never a father figure, just a father figurine You fake f**... [Chorus: Sampling "Bea Miller - Young Blood"] But in dark times when we close our eyes it's a nightmare It's a nightmare.. When the sun don't shine we lose our minds it's a nightmare It's a nightmare... But in dark times when we close our eyes it's a nightmare It's a nightmare.. When the sun don't shine we lose our minds it's a nightmare It's a nightmare...