I see myself with nothing to do Nothing to show for the last year or two I don't have much left that I can prove I try not to dwell on past mistakes I try not to believe my life's been a waste But it comes to haunt me everyday Envy fills my mind Envy takes up all of my precious time It leaves me with nothing else I've lost my pride Jealousy has become part of my life And everyone else can tell Suffering regrets of things that I have done I don't feel content with second to me I feel like I let down everyone