Not in the running but this rain is nothing new to me anyway I see my reflection nowhere near who I should be The spirit is willing but the anchors of my flesh still hold me down With every distraction I lose more of who I should be [Chorus:] Had many times to try Before I realized The flaws in my design Made me have to ask why Why'd you make me so weak? I tried but I'm incomplete Is this all there is? All there is to me? How many chances at redemption do I think I'll ever get? Keep changing my rhythms for a shot at something more Miracles happen so why do I feel like I'm being left behind? It's still in my nature to look for what I can't find. [Chorus x2] Is this all there is? (Is this all there is to me?) I should be all better now (Is this all there is?) This is all there is to me I can pick myself up again Is this all there is? I hope that one day I will make a stand But right now this is all there is to me No matter how I dream I will never be good and clean Cause right now this is all there is to me Yeah right now this is all there is to me