Boys Night Out - The Only Honest Lovesong lyrics

The air tears at my skin Robbing my veins of the life I'd hoped to have You k**ed a part of me tonight And left the frozen air to finish the job Now I realize The cowardice you kept behind your bloodshot eyes And awkward frame was calling the shots And I was left depleted Grinning like a retard who thought you were there When you had retreated I'm slowing down into a shallow circle While my heartbeat fills the gaps Between sporadic and failing gasps I'm face down in the mud My eyes still bruised and purple While my heartbeat fills the gaps Between sporadic and failing gasps I'm slowing down into a shallow circle While my heartbeat fills the gaps Between sporadic and failing gasps. I'm face down in the mud My eyes still bruised and purple While my heartbeat fills the gaps Between sporadic and failing gasps And I swear If I could take this knife out of my back, I would, I would But between the loss of blood And the loss of my trust in you, I don't think it'd do any good. Now I realize The cowardice you kept behind your bloodshot eyes And awkward frame was calling the shots And I was left depleted Grinning like a retard who thought you were there When you had retreated I'm slowing down into a shallow circle While my heartbeat fills the gaps Between sporadic and failing gasps If love existed We wouldn't be so soft And easy to ruin If love existed We wouldn't be so soft And easy to ruin