Boyband - ​jordan year lyrics

[Verse] I got brothers sell more records than your favorites And I'm just in my bag, man, that sh*t is kinda dangerous Keep my distance, wanna come in on my own And ni**as say I changed, I just say I'm in my zone Used to talk to Trevor 'til like 5 AM Played each other demos, look like we both got left on read Nothing left unsaid, he was in it 'long as I was Put in ten thousand, now we out here takin' dubs And I was on the sidelines, never on the team But I took it for what it was and not really what it seemed Could tell no one believed, or maybe I was trippin' Maybе if I spoke up right now, it would be differеnt Wanna tour my life but don't where to start It's easy talkin' girls, especially now that we apart And I don't know if they wanna hear that sh*t I don't know if producers tryna clear that sh*t All this internet money off this sh*t Now I'm focused on makin' the dirtiest of hits Wanna shift the culture, make my personal amends Tired of anxious nights, being away from all my friends I gave up everything, got even more in return, uh Takin' all these risks for all the dollars I earned So in tune with the world, I can feel the earth turn You would think it's on fire, all these bridges that did burn Can't accept no new love in my life Hard to enjoy these blessings, man, when all I know is spite sh*t that happened years ago just keep me up at night Got a photographic memory, slideshow in my mind Had some moments where sh*t wasn't really sweet Accepted that defeat but my fate was never weak I just hit my Jordan year and never thought I'd see the day [Outro] I hate fu*k ni**as, I ain't never been them I don't what it's like to be one of y'all fu*k ni**as But somebody gotta be a fu*k ni**a