Boy Legs - Scola lyrics

Let me use your Internet to self medicate my loneliness without actually having to carry the weight of human interaction Cause y'all too heavy I MOSTLY LIKE TO BE WHERE I'LL MOST LIKELY BE LEFT ALONE This is a house built on anonymous messages I sent comparing you to fictional characters, this is pretending not to see an old lady trip in line at the bank so you don't embarra** her even tho she probly shames mad girls for having s** without getting married first & i don't think it's my place to put my opinion on anything on a pedestal, when it rains it pours and right now I'm the wettest fool but it reminds me of this time when it flooded in my town so all my friends and I put on throwback jerseys and stood by big puddles and begged the cars to help us drown every moment that wasn't this one See that's the key: to drown every moment that isn't this one I've seen these thestrals since I was 16 and I know you can't see the one carrying me but there is one, there is one I MOSTLY LIKE TO BE WHERE IM MOST LIKELY TO BE LEFT ALONE I DONT WANT TO BREAK THESE SHELLS I DONT WANT TO BREAK THESE SHELLS IT WOULD BE HARD FOR ME TO OVERSTATE HOW OPPOSED I AM TO BREAKING THESE SHELLS MOSTLY LIKE TO BE WHERE IM MOST LIKELY TO BE LEFT ALONE You feel like the tiny vibrations in my sternum when I'm laying on my back with my cellphone playing music from my chest, I just want a bedroom above a garage, I just want a place with a door with a lock for myself, I can rest, do a hundred push-ups focus on my health, I'm depressed, I'm a mess worse than my childhood closet, if I could use the full potential of my brain could I pause it, when you're near me like the last time I saw you I said this feels like a Chinese market and I'll never be the same and somehow you knew what that meant