Boy George - Am I Losing Control? lyrics

Sometimes i sit and contemplate The bitterness of my lonely state I know, i know i do create These feelings in my heart I look to you but you're confused I feel like i can only lose Stand a while inside my shoes Feel the rain come down Am i losing control, am i losing control Was i weaker when i met you Try and leave, i just can't let you Am i losing control Am i losing you? Am i losing control? Sometimes i sit and contemplate The hatred that i generate Tell me it is not my fate To lose before i start Oh you with eyes like thickened skies When did ya start to mesmerise Loving words a thin disguise You know you are a star Am i losing control, am i losing control Was i weaker when i met you Try and leave, i just can't let you Am i losing control Am i losing you? Am i losing control? I should've changed that stupid lock I should've made you leave me be If i'd known for just one minute You'd become a part of me Am i losing control, am i losing control Was i weaker when i met you Try and leave, i just can't let you Am i losing control Am i losing you? Am i losing control?