Bottled Minds - 4AM lyrics

I'm awake again at four a.m I can't seem to get out of my head, tonight I need you by my side And i could call you but you'd let it ring Just like the way i let you leave my life I need you by my side I know i let you walk away I never tried to make you stay And now i'm falling apart I lost control of my heart I wish you wouldn't have left this way Yuh Tried to cry myself to sleep again Took a sip to get out of my head Yeah I needed help from the start I'm losing sleep to the dark I'm getting lost in the trees again Every night i stay up thinking 'bout you I wish i didn't have to live without you And even after all the things you did I wish you were here I'm awake again at four a.m I can't seem to get out of my head, tonight I need you by my side And i could call you but you'd let it ring Just like the way i let you leave my life I need you by my side I don't wanna make you cry I don't really wanna try Why you always telling lies Goodbye I put myself together and then You left me stranded and i Fell apart all over again The truth is that you never wanna see me again Why'd you ever tell me that you wanna be friends Yuh It was hard for me To give up everything It was hard for me I lost a part of me I was blind to see What you did to me Never cared about "we" You were always gon' leave Yeah Every night i stay up thinking 'bout you I wish i didn't have to live without you And even after all the things you did I wish you were here I'm awake again at four a.m I can't seem to get out of my head, tonight I need you by my side And i could call you but you'd let it ring Just like the way i let you leave my life I need you by my side I thought i'd need you every day of my life I thought i'd need you right here by my side But you don't ever try to treat me right So bye No, i don't want to hear your petty lies I tried to change my life to make you mine You only care about yourself, don't lie Goodbye, goodbye, goodbye