BOTHERED - Squash lyrics

[Verse 1: Ascetic (As Trey)] I haven't written in ages, these pages Haven't been touched upon, so blatant Tainted, my life has become, because I haven't done sh** for myself Junk food, fast food All the rues, this roof above my head proves That where I'm ahead, I'm just behind With every rap and every line, every verse every rhyme Can be documented behind the time that I have taken So I will break in a new era so vastly implemented In the brains of teenagers Every days just a new da, what more can I say? I can't say nothing for myself, except I'm so sorry for myself Move to Verse 2 because I need a shot for myself [Verse 2: BOTHERED] So I'm supposed to be open 'bout the old sh** that I cope with Ropin' my insecurities and furiously chokin' 'em out in the ocean Lurin' me, surely surly murderously with corrosive emotions I'm well spoken certainly jerkin with ease 'til Hell's frozen With gel lotion, well I'm hopin, I felt the ambrosia health filled potion Get noticed in my blood stream, cause me esteem of self's still closed in Broken with the roaches, melting into welfare Healthcare fell bare, welp I'll help myself elsewhere