Boosie BadAzz - Pain lyrics

I finally moved out my momma house Got a happy home Only thing f**ed up, Daddy gone (Gone forever man) Listen up this is real sh** (Real sh**) It's f**ed up when u got nobody to share it with (f**ed up) Give my last so my grandma can see me now (See me now) Smilin tellin everybody bout her grandbaby (her grandbaby) T-Lady hold on all I got is you (Mama) It's f**ed up what I done put me and my mama through What's happenin Ivory I know you lookin down watchin me Everyday I got yo kids fresh from head to feet (All of em) Wish I can put u in the bentley with the brown [? ] I wish we never would've went out to that club On the road to riches mane lost a flock of n***as [? ] a whole block of n***as n***as bite the hand that feed em I done seen it all Jus got a call... Slo dead... Not my f**in dawg I never thought this pain last this many years I... I never thought this pain last this many years Still in tears I... I never thought this pain last this many years I lost my daddy in a heartbeat Real talk eyes turnin right in front me Ever since I saw that sh**... it hunt me Pray for me cause I shake in my f**in sleep Wish I could[? ] shoot the 50 n***a I shoulda put him under my wing and I miss him n***a I told [? ] way back stop ridin with ya pack He ain't listen And now my n***a right back in penitentury he don't listen I lost Ivory and it f**ed me up My whole life changed n***a put me up in beast mode My heart cold And as the years role I wish that he could have everything I got And a lil mo' Yo kids love me n***a My kids and yo kids call each other sister and brothers You forever my lil hustler Just saw yo gangsta at the car lot n***a and a tear dropped n***a I never thought this pain last this many years I... I never thought this pain last this many years Still in tears I... I never thought this pain last this many years Seem like it was yesterday The mo money I get this sh** hurt I thought that would take the stress away To see u smilin with yo chain countin money n***a When Trina pulled you on stage you was stuntin n***a But through it all mane you kno how we rock n***a From the yo to the block to the hospital Never again would I have another big dawg But ya mama and kids I got em all but I I never thought this pain last this many years I... I never thought this pain last this many years Still in tears I... I never thought this pain last this many yea