Boosie BadAzz - Feel Like I Lose My Mind lyrics

Look In Memory of my brother dee My brother dee huh look Look... In memories of my brother dee Can't let them destroy me That's my phone ringing Who the f** is bee (is bee) Mane get down here A b**h n***a just murdered dee I dropped down to my knees And asked the lord please Don't let this here be my brother I'll make you b**hes bleed Know out here looking, stressing It wasn't his time to leave (time to leave) Remember nissing when we hit licks And rode D's and scored Key's and OG's Mane it was ugly Went from a old cutla** To a new caddy on bu*tons See we was thuggin' I can't believe you dead In the paper I read Got me f**ed up in the head Remember what you said You'll be there to the end I would rather you lock down And go into the pin We live that life of sin So I guess we gotta suffer I just talked to lil' India She said tell her daddy see love 'em This just really your lil brother And I hope you pray for me And I hope you watch over your brother While I'm on the streets ??? Rest in peace A cold hearted k**a out that south Dismissing your issue If you ever shot em out He straight jacking you b**hes up in tha drought Know matter what he hit for Look we parlayed it out.... Chorus: It seems like I'mma lose my mind Cause I lost so many of my time And it hurts me down to my soul But I never ever let you go (2x) Look Look Dee b**h said he told 'em (I know him) He got k**ed but he Left one in tha comma (you lying) Him and da n***a terry They had a lick For two bricks Busted open a n***a sh** And start taping n***as up quick One n***a felt for his life So he starts to wrestle That boy terry panic And shot dee off in tha bladder He fell to the floor Blood all over the bed Terry dropped the gun and fled And left dee up in the house dead Ole' b**h a** n***a Not knowing what you doing My brother you just ruining Left my family boo hooing My brother you just ruining Left my family boo hooing My brother you just ruining Left my family boo hooing Sleepless nights as he gone And we grow n***as wanna test That's why I keep dat dirty heat chrome I'll bloods keep So I'mma be strong Don't let these n***as get the best of you Riding late at night Wit that chopper trynna check a fool Chorus 2x My soul Mane.... When I lost my n***a Ivy I lost a quarter mill Every time I leave this lil drought One fall wit all my cheese Bathing Apes on our feet We live da good life He told me don't get in that car dat night He saved my life So in return Ratchet hatchet got you n***a From your son to your girl Never let your name die Long as I'm in this world When you died I cried days Throw my hat to the front I lost weight, sip dallas Smoked blunt after blunt And I miss my big dog Mane...sh** my big dog Had swag in my last pocket Kiss my big dog I told keith I got them believing And any n***a talking on CD Gotta see me Dat n***a took my main man Its f**ed up n***a took a bulldog mane Now tha hood ain't the same And I'll never let you die I mean that I'mma send your kids to college This one here for IVY