Bongani Mbhiza - Should've lyrics

Music is therapy man Verse one (Leo Bee) Why is it i never smile i think of you/ Is it cuz of the things u did to me or what i did for you/ The pain you caused is hard and unbearable/ I trully thought i let go but this feeling now is over due/ I use to put u first up on everything/ Wouldn't never smile if i never see no beam from you/ Didn't wanna let go, but i had to let you leave/ If u wasn't pleased, all you had to do was to let me know/ But.... u did it your own way/ U wanted to leave but u never had the guts to say/ What is it that i taught about nonsense/ That didn't get to you tell me now be honest/ Did u smile when i was breaking your heart/ Tell me did u lie when u were speaking from your heart? Cuz if u did, thats what misled me/ Shouldn't have listened to the things u been saying/ Chorus(Lettie)x2 Could have, should have/ Couldn't have, shouldn't have/ This can't stand in my way/ I gotta get it out of my way/ Am moving to another day/ Verse two(Leo Bee) Why is it that most of things that i love more/ Turn out to be the things that got me hurt more/ Wait, why is it the things that i hurt more/ Turn out to be the things that i love/ If pain is love, is it a must that i should hurt em/ From my direction i see it from another angle/ Cuz everything that ever had Would still be mine/if i really thought that pain is love/ Ever been told sorry huh? Then look in the eyes of a person and all u c is lies/ In the mirror you'll be starring too/ Pointing a finger u just trynna blame u But your reflection doesn't care/ Cuz without u it ain't there/ Maybe u should'nt have done that/ Leo? are u glad that its done now/ Chorus(Lettie) x2 Could have, should have/ Couldn't have, shouldn't have/ This can't stand in my way/ I gotta get it outta my way/ Am moving on to another day/ Verse three(Leo Bee) Why is it that even today am thinking of you/ The impact u left is so right that am writting bout u/ And am writting to u, wishing this verse can reach you/ Whereever u are, a big piece of me ...still miss you/ U were younger i was older, but u were so matured/ On another level of us that i couldn't manouver/ Didn't see it then, until u left and i grew/ Its not a lie,i haven't met someone like you/ Irreplaceable you are, u pulling me back... this is so hard/ Maybe u became my obsession Making basis of what real should be, object me! If am wrong, but how would u know/ Cuz everything thats here's been all my fault/ But i blamed you, and kinda hated you/ But today it ends, i forgive you! Chorus(Lettie) Could have, should have/ Couldn't have, shouldn't have/ This can't keep stand in my way/ I gotta get it out of my way/ Am moving to another day/