Throwing seeds in the flower bed like 3 hours in I been tending before 7 left the dream that I was in Swear on SESH since I was 10 I been fixed to make amends With the world I felt would hold me back until the very end I get it I feel it my mind it has no limits I'm spread across the universe in a million tiny pieces I'm pixelated thinking while I'm element table drinking Know these chemicals I'm meddling with will surely be the end of me I know I see but I cannot change I'm embedded in my ways I cannot disconnect these waves I am the puppet master that never cut the strings Hanging forever this life is just not what it seems Riding in a chariot made of other things Apple turn to buggy roaches turn to human beings Fireflies turn to lamps field mice turn to horses Pull my carriage up let me out now I'm nauseous How could I have ever foretold this? Two blades on my lap twin blunts to the neck I'm the burden on your back head stone say SESH Two blades on my lap twin blunts to the neck I'm the burden on your back head stone say SESH