Bodega BAMZ - Lights lyrics

[Hook: Ellie Goulding] And I'm not sleeping now The dark is too hard to beat And I'm not keeping up The strength I need to push me You show the lights that stop me turn to stone You shine it when I'm alone And so I tell myself that I'll be strong And dreaming when they're gone ‘Cause they're calling, calling, calling me home Calling, calling, calling home You show the lights that stop me turn to stone You shine it when I'm alone [Verse 1: Bodega Bamz] Tanboys, I got a certain love for this life I keep a certain drug, take it twice They talk about me wrong, out of spite But I keep that cannon right, but I keep that cannon right by my side P A P I with no facial hair, got this bread, no vacation here I was underage, on top of p**y I was overtime, on the block they push me To the limit, so I made an example Put the rock down, nah, these n***as taking my handle And my slang but it's cool, and my look but it's cool There's creators and inventors, either or ain't you Act your age, tryin' to look rich You tryin' to go hard or you tryin' to go b**h? I see that fear, the talk type snitch You tryin' to be poor or you tryin' to be rich? I'n tryin' to be A, like the first two letters backwards Holding down my Latinos with this rap sh** Having breakfast at Tiffany's with my [?] b**h I spend whatever I got under my mattress, Papi [Hook: Ellie Goulding] I had a way then Losing it all on my own I had a heart then But the queen has been overthrown And I'm not sleeping now The dark is too hard to beat And I'm not keeping up The strength I need to push me You show the lights that stop me turn to stone You shine it when I'm alone And so I tell myself that I'll be strong And dreaming when they're gone ‘Cause they're calling, calling, calling me home Calling, calling, calling home You show the lights that stop me turn to stone You shine it when I'm alone [Verse 2: Bodega Bamz] Latin rapper, chilling in the project, trapper Major figure, sip figures, I be gettin' richer Love and peace to my brothers, I do this sh** for my brothers No diploma, graduation pictures, they went to school in prison Realize, we recognize, we sever ties (Them wave riders) Creative minds, creative lines, your coka sell (My brain's higher) I'm f**ing Tira, take that to the bank Little bit of weed, Hennessy be the drink Enemies see the firearm, ticking time bomb Any given day shine, every winter, spring, fall, I'ma ball Take it slow, pretty girl ‘Cause I know you know exactly what I want So right, the money's so right And we get it every day and every night Now she don't wanna go Now she don't wanna go, go Now she don't wanna go I said she don't wanna go go go go go go go, Papi [Hook: Ellie Goulding] I had a way then Losing it all on my own I had a heart then But the queen has been overthrown And I'm not sleeping now The dark is too hard to beat And I'm not keeping up The strength I need to push me You show the lights