Blue Sky Black d**h - Sobriety lyrics

(Intro) Yeah (verse) I been sober for so long, my eyes are seeing differently I travel this life looking for my missing piece Is it you? Is it her? Is it him, or is it me? Or am I the reason everyone is living a distant leap? So I try to get re connected but the connection is breaking up I'm doing good mama, your son is saving up I'm doing good papa, your son is manning up Anyone doubting you can get out of my f**ing life And if you ain't with my changes then I don't want to see your face again This is real sh**, it's been a while since I've played pretend This is the new me, accepted or you ain't a friend Moving to different states ever since I celebrated 10 My father made a man, my mother made a soldier Too many expectations it's a lot of weight I'm holding Nobody knows it but the hardest thing is staying sober But I'll keep going, I'll keep pushing until this race is over I'm chasing clovers, man I'm chasing luck I've been saying it for years, when will I say enough? I've been doing this sh** for 6 years, ain't this long enough? So why does hating and doubted thoughts keep on popping up? What am I not enough? Not what you asked for? Not what you dream about? Wish you could fast forward? To the moment when you see us finally separated You damn straight give me a chance and f**ing right I'm not hesitating I'll cut my throat and write your name with the blood Until it seeps the concrete and leaves a stain in the mud I love you, I truly do, could I say it enough? But do you love me? Do you? you don't say it enough And this is coming from the heart I ain't makin it up And if you hating then f**, get out my face with this stuff Its amazing that some hate when someone pours they heart out Thats why kids now a days are too scared to speak they heart out.. So they hang their hearts up… (Outro) Sobriety