Blockhead - Code Red lyrics

[Verse 1: Jean Grae] See every life brings a moment of intense hatred Body inseminated with foul thoughts and ? patience Most likely waited out, ? Chasing the cloud before you start thinking of Lacing a crowd of people with a round of bullets flying free Visioning bodies dying in threes Temperature dropping from 98.6 degrees And their souls leaving their bodily shell ? flee the scene Before the cops arrive and shoot you up until you rotting in Hell I'm saying, I know that most of y'all relating Even hatred flashbacks, are subsequently losing it n***as without guns are those who used to using it With index fingers locked in trigger-pulling positions No matter which category you fit in, listen It's a dark day, cluttered thoughts like crowds on ? parkways Try to calm your heart with spears ? Your girl cheated on you with your cousin Or she tells you that she's eating for two, and then you find out that she really wasn't Your man hit on your mom, your dad dislocated your arm For fighting with him when he knew he was wrong Your boss fired you, the week before the rent is due Your wife lied to you Your husband caught him with a guy or two, you're trying to Just not invoke the spirit of Satan into your hands Do something you might regret, cause something has gotta ? This demon is creeping up to the surface of your brain Working overtime to plan escapes from running from your murder route ? nervous I've heard it before, cause I've been there Balanced on a thin line ready to topple at any time or anywhere Anytime, anywhere Anytime, anywhere [Hook] Cause love... So difficult to live it up, just give it up Let's switch it up to hate, let's b**h and fuss You see cause love is based on trust And I've been hurt too much to take that leap of faith I'll wrap and keep it safe and save face So say your grace cause we just don't give a f** [Verse 2: Jean Grae] I can hear voices screaming of angels and devils scheming To crawl up my shoulders and just duke it out Throw it up, puke it out The pit of my stomach is bleeding The sh** that I'm thinking is turning me green And I'm losing it quick, confusing random people Walking with n***as that I wanna get back The slack of my stride is ? My feet knocking on pavement like I'm cracking it in fours My mental math is way off course Columbus style, my dental work is fake out smiles Hating myself for fading into the pit of the blackness No anger management course can even switch a track of Thinking I'm sinking in deeper, meeting the reaper, chilling Sipping shots of tequila, while he's kicking it to women, where's the ether [Verse 3] Breathe the sulfur, the brimstone Fear and suffering alone ? and comfort me like Jim Jones Recruiting clones and ? clans The pick of the litter, ? follow the leader, then sinking in quicksand With no particular plan, I'm just slick with a sinister scam Politicking, promising to deliver the land 'Til they kissing the ring on the hand of the king The gospel, spreading like a venomous thing 'Til my name in the tenements ring, generous with nothing Greedy with the riches, for all the times I got Beat in this business, cheating on b**hes Feeding the sickness, like a cancer eating at your skin Leaving you titless, witless, only Jehovah would witness Satan is grinning cause he's winning, loving the hatred In this age where nothing is sacred We covet thy neighbor's wives, under the covers, they mothers lie Naked with they daughter's baby's fathers In the wake of modern day harvest Cities burn like Sodom and Gomorrah The ? nightmares might occur again anytime, anywhere Anytime, anywhere Anytime, anywhere [Hook] [Verse 4] ? gases that you breathing and dying The heat of the night, the streets are bright with heat seekers in flight Them patriot missiles that whistle and streak through the skies People fight for their right to kiss their freedom goodbye I don't love her, but I keep it inside and never speak of the times I cheated I just beat her and leave her believing the lies I'm trying to stop the leak in my eye I cry for the weak who have pride, but won't see a piece of the pie Who forfeit them to the system and let it eat them alive Listen my mission is to sufficiently try Not to lose a piece of my mind And change to a deranged piece of a guy And take aim at the ones that chain us by the feet and leave us die And told us the evilest lie To the people that fed them d** in needles to get high Conspiracy theory is clear to me But when I speak, my people don't hear me, I'm getting followed by M.I.B Constantly fearing retaliation for my revelation I find myself panicking in a train station My nation is racist, I hate this I'm anxious to take this ? sh** and blast my way out of a matrix This world of fakeness is faceless, face it Every life has its moment of intense hatred [Hook]