BLIZZARDBLIZZZZ - I think about you lyrics

BlizzardBlizzzz-I think about you(lyrics) Verse1 Picture me standing on a bridge pointing a gun on my head, thinking of d**h I f**ing wish this guy named Blizzard was dead , my mind is going crazy my heart is beating I ain't scared , I took a knife and cut my wrist open like it was the bread I never got a chance to taste coz I ain't pay for the slice , beefing with jesus holy Christ coz I ain't pray for this life , open my eyes and realise that I was living a lie , people tell me they love me but they just don't care about this guy , I never gave a f** unless the b**h done came for my dick , I'm fighting for the money since my family never been rich , some people think I got it coz I ain't never complain , but deep inside I'm crying for help I'm trapped in a cage but all I can do is recite this pain I feel on this page I lost my mind and my emotions at a really young age , I used to go to church but god never listens when I pray , so people judge me call me evil I don't care what you say , I'm trying to get my life on track each and everyday , sick of this ghetto life I'm living god I'm trying to escape , saving my soul for the next future coping super mans cape , some people see the devils shadow when they look at my face , some day you gonna come and worship me bow down and you praise , I'm in a waiting I'm waiting for a better new day , ain't got no riches but these stitches so I lost all my b**hes ain't got no money yeah is funny how you mind your own business Chorus1 I still think about you I still think about you Verse2 I couldn't do it in school sometimes I felt like a fool I couldn't buy the new sneakers everybody looking cool , some guy just f**ed a girl I like and I'm just sitting here shy , id' get home and do nothing but pray for people to die , I couldn't do the math like them I swear to god man I tried, some times id' close my eyes disappear contemplate suicide , but wake up with a smile on my face like f** it I'm great! My conscience talking crazy sh** to me but f** it I'm sane , electric cable on my neck I'm just a cat in the rain , I'm just a blessing in disguise I feel for those who just pray , you close your eyes for 20 minutes then look up still the same , you worship he's name but f** it god I walk as a king, I fought for my name for Christ sake a dawn of this game , Satanic insane I stop all fall for the god, now drop your sword you coming up against the boss , my lyrical force deleted all the humans involved , in this critical war Nagasaki b**h I'm the bomb!! Chorus2 I still think about you I still think about you