Blackbear - N.Y.E lyrics

I think I drank too much, I'm still afraid of growin' up, And slowin' down too soon, When the fireworks go off balloons will fall the ball it drops, This is New Years, I wanted to let you know, I thought of you, It's all for you, I changed the way, I thought of you, Revolving you, The sun the moon, And seasons change, They fall for you, The runaround, Exhausted you, The snow we watched, Defrosts to rain, It's pourin' down, On top of you, The words we want, to take away, So we take back the sh** that we say cuz it got in the way, All the feelins that stay will escape, But repeatedly come back on days like today, To display this array on my day, on my face it is written, I can't stop and listen, I'm sittin' here wishin' that I could dismiss it, But the money and women don't help with decisions, There's no place like home but I'm focused on livin', Don't know my limits, The sky is my feelin', No f**s that I'm givin', I might need a minute, Tell Lord I've been sinnin', I'm holdin' my hands and I pray for forgiveness, I might need a minute, I think I drank too much, I'm still afraid of growin' up, And slowin' down too soon, Slowin' down too soon, When the fireworks go off balloons will fall the ball it drops, This is New Years, I wanted to let you know, I thought of you, It's all for you, I changed the way, I thought of you, Revolving you, The sun the moon, And seasons change, They fall for you